So until i figure out what to do....

So in the past few weeks, I've been throwing ideas around with what I want to do with my life, others, and the like.
Despite this inner reflection, nothing is coming to a head. as a result, I haven't written anything provocative or inspiring.
Meanwhile, I have been reflecting in my life, my studies in the last four years, and how my ideas of the world changed as a result. think of it as life experience mapping, but mentally.
so until i figure out what is going on in my life, my heart and my brain, ill just keep posting random ideas or things I've written.